Where to Start?

hey, for a while i have wanted to have my own blog for pretty much no reason at all. i just thought like-what the heck? anyways, um about me, i have 2 cats(cookie and pidgy) and 1 dog(princess). i live with my 2 parents at the moment-unfortunetly-haha. i have 2 half sisters and one half brother from my moms first marriage and 2 half sisters from my dads first marriage. my dad also had a son named Paul but he died in March of this year. um my life is crap pretty much. alot of bad things have happened. um when i was younger (i am 13 now) my best friends older brother used to rape me all the time. right now in grade 8 i am known as the school slut because i told a girl who was my best friend last year about what happened to me and she told a bunch of guys and now the whole town knows about it and it sucks. so i have hated kate since early 2007. so she went off and told all of these people that i was a total bitch and did all this stuff to her and just all of these lies and that resulted in me getting water, orange pop, and coke spilt down my shirt all in an hour. um i dont think there is anyone in this whole town who doesnt hate me and you know what i actually find it quite amusing. um there is so much more i could say. oh um before my brother died in march i had a bad time when i was talking to people who werent there and i tried to overdose on pills, i drank nail polish remover and ate handsanitizer all because i just was soo depressed. anyways, i was put in the teen psyc word in grand river hospital in kitencher for a while. it sucked because you are basically in jail with bars on the windows, guards, your locked in and only the staff have the keys to unlock the door to get out. i mean it was awful. i think the main reason i started a blog is because i wanted people to listen and care. i tell my so called friends and the crappy thing is that they make fun of my shitty life. guys make it worse. i am big chested 'have a nice ass' and you know all that so i am constantly getting spanked and grabbed and it seems like the only reason guys go out with me is cause im "hott". no one actually likes me for who i am. i was hoping that by writing this all down maybe if someone read it, theyd care for once. anyways i have this craving to watch Open Season. ever seen it? it pretty hilarious. ok talk to you later. Holly