Next i headed to drama which i was totally sykd for. turnds out that non of my friends are in any of my classes. i mean i know pretty much everyone but either their not my type of people or they dont like me-which is true to most girls-they try to compete with me over popularity-which im losing my the way, but im not upset. i have started to change. i can sense it. ive calmed down and i dont flirt with every guy and im not showing off and im not acting like a bitch and have even became a little bit shy. i must say-before...i was hott, now im cute. and i think i like it. i mean of course i miss some of it but i have changed. even my clothing, my pants and shirts arent as tight and i even wear t-shirts which in grade 7 was like totally unthinkable. and now that ive changed i realize how much of an idiot i was, am. i still have a punk attitude but im not as much as a um slut i used to be.
okay well, in drama we all sit on the floor-i know-weird. but thats just what we do. and we sit in an alphabetical circle-going by last names. its like this circle and you sit with the person whos lasr name is after yours is on your left. now my last name starts with an A so i sit beside B and Z. good thing about this is that alex B and his brother ian are beside me. now i dated ian a while back-we didnt blend well. but alex, the older one in grade 10 i totally like. i mean usually i go for the bad boy or the quirky clown but alex is sporty and he wears like dress shirts and pants that sit at his waist-but arent tight at the rear-and nice clean white n black shoes and a silver watch-totally not my type right-but i like him. now i promise that will never happen-me and alex? ya right-im not his type either-not even close-i think we will probly be best as drame partners like yesturday. do i sound like a freak? i hope not. and alex if your reading this-im sorry-but i dont lie.
anywho, lunch came and apparently grade nine girls are the only people who eat, everyone else just sits around taking up space talking and flirting-(which is how i used to be).
3rd period i had english with ms.stewart, now at first glance sge is freaky and mean but once you get to know her shes nice and fun. not much happened in english i have typical respond to the story homework-which i have to finish-one question left-which involves the computer-actually thats why i came on in the first place-havent done it yet.
last but not least i had french. now i was worried because all of my friends-who are in applied-said that theyre teacher is awful and mean and crazy. but i am in acedemic french, which turns out has a different teacher, and she is awsome!!! she just had a baby and yet is bacj to being scronny already.
honestly, my classes are horrible, im alone. and i dont think i could have made it even this far if i didnt have douglas. we arent friends or anything-probably never will be-but he is 3 of my classes and no matter what he can make me laugh. all i have to do is look at him and im happy. its weird but he just has this vibe that is cheerful. you have to meet him to really understand.
anyways, 8pm and wipeout is coming on, plus i have to wake my dad up, so ill talk to you later
You know that you love me xoxo Holly
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